I wish I knew

I wish I knew

I wish I knew why I’ve been feeling the way I’ve been feeling 
I wish I knew how my life would turn out in the end so I don’t waste time worrying about my decisions now 

I wish I knew what exactly I was placed on this earth to do

I wish I knew what steps to take to take me to where I really want to be 

I wish I knew the man I’d end up with so I could stop “kissing all these frogs”

I wish I knew where I’d meet him so I could make my way there right away

I wish I knew what time he’d be there so I don’t get there too early or too late 

I wish I knew what life would be like 5 , 10, 20 years from now 

I wish I knew…

I wish I knew how to dance, then maybe I’d be a dancer

I wish I knew how to sing, then perhaps I’d be a singer

I wish I knew how to preach, then maybe id be a preacher

I wish I knew how to bake, then…

I wish I knew 

I wish I knew my purpose…

I don’t know all these things now

But I know I’ll find out.

To be honest I’m quite impatient about it 

But I keep reminding myself that the time to find out the answers to these things I wish I knew is coming

Some, of course, I may never know

Some, just mere Wishful thinking 

Some I probably don’t even want to know so I don’t spend the rest of my life panicking over something that hasn’t even happened. 

But some I know I’ll find out soon enough